Why negativity is better than optimism

Too much of optimism would be bad for your health---now that is one thing you may not find in health journals. If you think that the world is a nice and happy place, you are way off your delusional chariot my friend. Every year we get older.

For women, this is the epitome of slipping down to what gravity does to you, it pulls you back down. Your face gets uglier, your wayward hips goes uncontrollably disobedient to your womanly structure and your hormones gets you worked up all the time.

Sure I find it relishing because not that i get wiser, i think that it brings me farther from my childhood. The dichotomy in the same individual is amazing. I managed to transform myself from the inward stuck-in-my own world nerd, to an extrovert who was ready to take on the world, much ado with my physical appearance and confidence.

Unfortunately i have a friend which reminds me of my past, because she is part of the lost world--that's how i label my childhood 'the lost world'. She has morphed into a backward old-fashioned misfit which i have no control over and reminds me of the dark ages. I cannot be unattached from this person because she shares my space now and is a constant repellent to my improvement.

Now with my ever-ready confidence shattered plus a dream job which inundates the 'so near yet so far' situation aptly implemented to my current life, there is no telling which side will win.